oakville is so lonely. dont take it personally if i seem more needy then usually. my first legit week of living on my home and i miss all the comforts of my house already, my rents, my grumpy cat even just having someone to come home to know- knowing some one else is in the house whenever i like. -- it's weird. i can see myself changing just from feeling alone all the time. i know ive only been in oakville a week but, i get so quiet all the time. i just smile now to be polite, just so people won't ask me " what's up."all this week i've had to text everyone to make plans, half the time i never get a response back, the other half the time i'm just looking for people to text me, just to see what's up. you know what i mean? i'm not adjusting to this whole lonely thing to well.. especially at night, the house seems even more empty. i sit in my room and i can't sleep. i over think everything and stress myself out. i feel like i'm no fun because i'm so un happy right now it's unreal. i hate feeling like i have no one to talk to about shit like this without feeling like they dont wan't to hear it or will think i'm dumb.
ugh.
whoa. cheer up emo kid.
teenage angst is apparently making a comeback.
make me smile.
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