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so last night i finally cheered up, the sinking feeling stopped and smiles appeared, "i think you're gorgeous renee." i miss staying up and talking until 5am but at the same time gay chats and falling asleep with a smile is a fine trade off.
he makes me so happy.

anyways, what a terrible winter day; rain, slush and empty apartments to come home to. i saw my final mark for interactive today, pretty sub par but im sure nothing as bad as what my media mark is going to look like. is it because im on my own and im not trying as hard or because 2nd year is actually hard. i think the jury is still out on this one. or could it be my vag not being on lockdown and me actually having to do work the issue- an interesting argument im sure. in other news i'd be lying if i said im still not upset about the way both shot of loves turned out though. poor tila. <3

no fancy words or paragraphs today, i can't tell you something you already know.
sushi, studying, and sleeping in store for tonight.
hopefully with some company.

"What do you do when he stops loving you?"
"Well, you cry a little...then you wait for the sun to come up. It always does."