we drank. they didnt. 3 glasses of rum. which reminded me why we were such good friends: common interest. lushes and seemingly cold, when we want to be .the night went on, and then had a change of pace.
i dont think my heart has ever pounded that fast, i never thought i could be that nervous around you anymore. i genuinley surpruised myself. my legs were trembling, only this time from not being in my comfort zone. heels click on tile. "should i do it?" "when should i do it?" "is it lame? do i look stupid." fuck. so i did it, the reaction was lack luster, i felt lame. SO lame. commentary never happened. i waited, anything. .nothing..
i must have looked like i was begging for it.
goodnight
"mhm"
maybe i should have mailed this one in.
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