i'll stand as still as you need

You were looking for a way to change your life. You could not do this on your own. All the ways you wish you could be, that's me. I look like you want to look, I fuck like you want to fuck, I am smart, capable, and most importantly, I am free in all the ways that you are not.

those stupid fucking sheets didnt even matter this time
grabbing anything and everything to stop trembling was first priority.
i smiled. you moaned. i pulled your hips closer. you pulled my hair closer. i fell asleep shaking and smiling. you fell asleep like any other night.