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so you play the mistaken and i'll play the victim in our screenplay of desire. i'm still writing the letters i'll never send.

i'm not sure what it is lately. maybe it's the weather, maybe it's the music or maybe i've been like this all along. a constant feeling of being alone of that sinking feeling that no matter how hard you smile, you're still sinking. it's over whelming. i don't know whats wrong with me. i can't sleep. i don't want to eat. i've been falling asleep with tears for a week. i can't remember the last time i didn't have a headache. dfhgjk;;

ps. i've lost 5 pounds.