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this is the first night i'm sleeping in my oakville bed in over a month. it's a little more comfortable than i remembered, which was a plesant surprise. actually, tonight is the first time in over a month that i've really taken a good look at my room. my perfumes scattered on my dresser, my calander that should have been changed months ago and my desk which has to much personality to be considered just a "boy" desk. i think i missed my room, being surrounding in all my stuff is kind of comforting, especially since i have no company in my bed. i'm only two classes in this week and already i find my self doodling and not paying attention, more concerned wether im going to make it in time for the bottomless lunch at swiss challet before 2:30 (which i did, and it was kind of over ratted, but we made out like banchees with the garlic bread). being with new (but really; old) classmates is weird. i forgot about alot of their quirks. the way we smile and i know exactly what shes thinking, the way his shirts hover; some how defying gravity, the look on her face when she disaproves of who i'm talking to if it's not her, the way everytime i hear his voice i'm reminded that he whiped it out for everyone to see. (i didn't see--thank god) there are some actual new classmates, and so far thats interesting but at the same time pretty lack luster. except for this one girl who likes to answer every question, i feel like she may inspire me to go to class more, especially with the chance of her partner being someone who no one is really sure whats his first name and whats his last name and during their presentation a possibility of a dj throwdown on desks with graffiti. i don't know about you- but my fingers are crossed.

until next time.
love.