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i just wanted you to tell me you loved me. that you had missed me or even looked like you were excitted to see me. i just needed reassurance i was still the only one for you. but you didn't, you didn't notice my tears right beside you, the damp stain on your pillow or the wet marks on my cheeks when i was making your juice. i stayed up, just to talk to you, and as soon as you got home, you went back to him. i was excitted to tell you about my parents asking about you, and how my ads turned out, or how i got completly lost on the highway and missed my exit but managed to find my way.
but it's ok.
another day i suppose.
when the smiles are real and my cheeks are dry.
when your life has time for me and my stories again.